This is the picture I submitted for our High School yearbook!

What do you think?

I love it! I think its just all around perfect ;)

One Last Trimester

We just started 3 trimester at my school, and Im getting really nervous. Paul keeps saying that when I leave for  school (which is only a half hour away) Im going to forget about him and never look back. I know that he is wrong but only time will tell him otherwise.
How am I supposed to turn my back on the people who have been there the most for me?
My best friend Ris, is moving with her husband and baby to Florida soon. Because they are in the army and when it comes to the army you never know where you might end up. Im nervous for her to leave, because right now she only lives 20 minutes away from me and I bearly see her. What am I going to do when she is gone for real? In a whole different state? That scares me so much.
Plus, I am younger than most of my senior friends, So I have always spent my time with junior because they are closer to me in age. What now? They are all staying here, and Im leaving.
Im going to Calvin, and don't get me wrong Im ready to grow and start fresh and get a good education.
But leaving my mom in the process?
That scares me too.
She wakes me up almost every morning, and cooks dinner, and does all the shopping, and does everything.
She gives me money and helps me learn about taking care of myself. But that doesnt mean Im ready to be on my own. Graduation is 64 days away. That may not seem like alot.
But to me.
It is a
ticking time bomb.