So, I miss my friend Ris the one with the baby a lot lately. I find myself sitting in a class wanting to write a note and then thinking, that the one person I would write all of my notes to. I mean yea I have Meghan, and Paul but...Ris was my note buddy<3 I guess I just feel like even though I have my other best friends she was always on the top. And now gas is so expensive we bearly ever see each other. Kinda stinks, because I just miss her! Plus when I think back to how my friend Kayla and I were going to stay in touch after she left...and now we dont talk anymore. So it scares me a little bit :/
Plus graduation is getting closer and even though I think about how excited I am there are times that I just don't know. I find myself sitting in my room and wanting to rearrange things to realizing that why does it matter because in three months everything will be in boxes and that wont be the bed that I sleep in anymore. Or the walls that I wake up to. Or the mom that yells up the stairs to get me out of bed. I am excited to graduate and go to college. But..Im going to miss my mom and...I just. IDK...mmiixxeddd feellliinngggsss!
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