Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Im so not sure.

What?
Yeah next year. I won't be here. I will be at Calvin (hopefully) but can you tell me what that has to do with the next 6months? Please? I don't get it. I know how you feel. You know how I feel. So why are you letting it hold you back?
I understand.
Its okay.
Thats a lie.
But its going to stay that way. Because I need you to thing that Im okay. I need you to believe that I can handle knowing how you feel, know how much you care. But knowing that it isnt enough. Is so hard. So so hard.
Meeting you. Was Fate.
Becoming your friend. Was a choice.
But falling for you. I had no control over.
But what now?
Im not so sure.
What now?

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